http://thebutchersapron.co.uk/ http:/thebutchersapron.co.uk/2017/03/is-it-wise-to-take-out-a-loan-against-your-car/ I have secretly always wanted to teach, but I never dared to admit it because teaching was one of those careers that would never make me “successful.” I also wanted to be a writer and a cook….funny how I chose three passions that don’t seem to fall in line with the “picture of success.”
substantially After hearing “Girl, you must be crazy” for a number of years when you announce your next venture into something new, you can start to second guess your life choices. It can be especially discouraging when the thing you want to try out to see if it has legs is the thing that you’re most passionate about, the thing that you think about 24 hours a day, the thing that connects you to the world you live in. You might find yourself resorting to a career that you are capable of doing (really well, even), and that brings in a descent income, but that just tears you apart from the inside out every day.
where to buy Seroquel by cod If I’ve learned anything over the last 2 years it’s that I don’t have to buy into those old ideas anymore. My view on what it means to be “successful” has changed in a really important way. I realize now that the idea of doing something you love, something that connects you, plugs you in, engages all of your mental, emotional, and spiritual capacity, just for the sake of doing it is the whole reason we’re all here.
Mise En Place
What is it that you do….exactly?
It really doesn’t matter what I do. What I do isn’t who I am. Who I am boils down to the values that I choose to live by and the principles I hold in the highest esteem. The things I choose to do in life are manifestations of my values and principles. One such value that I personally hold dear is truthfulness, and this starts with me. Being truthful about my passions and allowing myself to live and experience the things that bring joy into my life is how being true to myself manifests in my life. It’s about making sure my insides match my outsides and I show up as my true self for the world around me.
So here’s the truth (you might want to take a seat for this): the thing that makes me the happiest and just energizes me from head to toe is cooking, writing about cooking, and teaching people to cook.
Phew! Well, that’s a weight off my chest! I know you all are shocked that Technical Account Management is not the thing that ignites a fire in me. Try not to hit your face on anything when you faint out of disbelief.
Chicken thighs marinating in buttermilk.
Alright, alright. Enough of the drama. Now that I’ve gotten that out I want to share with you a recent update in the happenings of my life.
Very recently an opportunity to teach another cooking class (after a two year hiatus) materialized before me. I was very cautious to accept because I didn’t think my first attempt was all that “successful,” but then I realized the thing I want most in life is RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME…confused and blinking…like, “aren’t you just going to take this?” All I have to do is move my feet a little bit, get over my fear of not being perfect all the time, and lean into it.
Seared Chicken Thighs
So I accepted this incredible teaching opportunity, and since then it’s like a switch has been flipped in my brain. An inspiration switch. It’s like a voracious hunger for knowledge that I can share with my students. I want to cook all the time, I want to re-learn all of the science behind all of the things we do in the kitchen, I want to learn the history behind why we cook the things we cook, and most of all, I want to share this information with my fellow humans. The last part gets a bit strange when I start rattling off cooking facts to Derek while he is busily going about his day, or when no one is in the room with me at all.
Y’all, I’m not even kidding about this. It feels like doors are opening and the path is becoming more clear. Another opportunity materialized for me today that I am taking baby steps to pursue.
Sauted vegetables.
Now, the path obviously is not bright and shiny and lit with neon lights. This is still something that’s very new for me and I’m not entirely sure what my next right steps will be, but that’s how I know it’s right, the fact that it is new, unknown, exciting, and a tiny bit scary.
If I never tried anything new and unknown and had everything all planned out for the rest of my little life and thought “I got this,” one of two things would happen. Either I’d lose my mind from restlessness because I wasn’t taking any risks or adventures or I’d somehow sabotage my perfect little plan because I tend to do that with things that are created by my own self will.
Supper Club Worthy
Now for the teaching portion of this post. A few days ago I decided to cook braised chicken thighs for Derek and myself because it’s so warm-spicy-fall-off-the-bone-utterly-delicious and because I have had the desire to do a braising recipe for months and because I can!
Braised chicken thighs after 30 minutes on Medium-low
I am reading a book at the moment (one among many because I’m the weirdy who reads more than one book at a time — FYI, not the most efficient system) called For the Love: Fighting for Grace In a World of Impossible Standards by Jen Hatchmaker. In her book, Jen encourages her readers to join or start a Supper Club. She describes the comraderie a small group of like minded adults can develop over a regular monthly meal, made with love and kindness.
I personally love her idea and am in the market for supper club friends (hint, hint) because I also have a prodigious desire to feed people in addition to teach them to cook. This recipe for Cayenne Braised Chicken Thighs is really fantastic for a supper club night because you can make it the day of your supper club meeting, if you choose, but it’s really delicious (possible even better) the day after you’ve made it because all of the flavors meld and blend together while it’s sitting in the fridge waiting patiently for you famished guests. Follow the make ahead steps below the recipe if this is the route you choose.
Notes on Seasoning
The amount of salt and pepper is difficult to measure because it will take whatever it takes to evenly coat the chicken on all sides. I use a hand turned pepper mill that I’ve had since college for my black pepper, but you can use a coffee grinder to grind spices then measure with measuring spoons. Use your finger tips to sprinkle seasonings. Hold your “sprinkling hand” about 18-24 inches above the the item (for me this means just above my head) to spread seasonings over a wider surface area.
Start with 1/2 tsp kosher salt. Measure it out and pour it into your hand so you can see how it feels so you will know just by pinching. If you need more to evenly and thoroughly season the chicken then measure out another 1/2 tsp and pour it into your hand and repeat.
Braised chicken thighs after an hour on medium-low.
Not only can you taste your food as you’re cooking (with the exception of raw chicken), but you can and should taste after cooking to make note of how you would adjust your seasoning for the next time you cook. There’s learning to read recipes and then there’s learning to cook. This is learning to cook.
Cayenne Braised Chicken Thighs
Serves: 4 Prep time: 15 minutes
Cook time: 2.5 hours